Waaah, blog-ku udah bulukan sekarang, udah bersarang laba-laba gini, jarang ditengokin, jarang diisi, jarang online pula. -.-"
Setelah stress tugas akhir semester yang subhanallah banyak dan bikin puyeng, disambung dengan UAS yang sangat menyiksa, diteruskan dengan liburan di Garut, menggeje dan jarang online karena nggak ada pulsa :p *curhat. Seminggu kemudian, beralih profesi menjadi seorang baby sitter dari 8 anak! Woooohoooooo can you imagine??? I was taking care of them, baby sitting, feeding, singing lullaby for them, and doing many other baby sitter's tasks.
Then, I became an English Teacher in SMP Al Madinah. Yeah...I've experienced many things. Ada senengnya, ada dukanya, ada kejutannya, ada capenya, bosennya juga ada. Mix deh pokoknya.
yang mengejutkannya, nggak nyangka bisa ketemu temen lama lagi. Bayangin aja, udah bertahun-tahun nggak ketemu, dan waktu ketemu, persis depan rumah. Ternyata sama-sama ngajar di sekolah yang sama. Reunian di rumah deh, ceu Intan Maisofa yang dulu jadi temen sekamar waktu ngekost selama SMA, Dika Purnama, yang dulu sempet main longser bareng waktu SMP, dan Anggit Sagita yang dulu pernah les bahasa Inggris bareng. Wonderful!!! :D
Tapi belakangan ini saya sedikit rungsing, karena harus menghadapi hal yang sama lagi. huh....menyesakkan memang, tapi....life must go on, and I'm not that weak. So....I'll always try to recover everything...kalo kata Bob Marley "...cause every little thing is gonna be alright", yeah it's gonna be alright :)
Jadi itulah kenapa saya menghilang setelah sekian lama...sangat rindu bikin tulisan.....dan sekarang pengen menceritakan semua di sini...karena saat ini cuma ini media yang bisa bantu saya meluapkan semuanya. I can't grasp all these things alone....I need to share,..and I wanna share everything with you, anyone who gladly wanna read this...thanks for being my reader....
:D
Lyrics & Music By: The Corrs, Carole Bayer Sager
I've seen this place a thousand times
I've felt this all before
And every time you call
I've waited there as though you might not call at all
I know this face I'm wearing now
I've seen this in my eyes
And though it feels so great, I'm still afraid
That you'll be leaving anytime
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
I've caught myself smiling alone
Just thinking of your voice
And dreaming of your touch, is all too much
You know I don't have any choice
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Yeah Yeah Yeah
We've done this once and then you closed the door
Don't let me fall again for nothing more
Don't say you love me unless forever
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Say you love me
Don't tell me you need me, if you're not gonna stay
Don't give me this feeling, I'll only believe it
Make it real or take it all away
Take it all away, take it all away
Actually, I love this song very much. Because it's the expression of what I wanna say. I have bad experiences about what people call as love. You know, many men back and forth to my life. Many? yeah uncountable. :p :p :p ow really? just guess it yourself :p
But there's no one who can show me that he really loves me.That he really sees me just the way I am.
I don't wanna be hurt anymore. it's better for those men not to promise me anything, just prove it.
I hate being hurt. I believe that anyone don't wanna be hurt, yeah, no one wants to.
So..."...don't say you love me, unless forever", okay?
